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Sunday, October 4, 2009
GRR! guess i really need a place to vent my anger. Sometimes i wonder. Where does this anger in me come from? It seems to be overflowing till I feel like asking everyone to just SHUT UP! It's my work again. YES! again! or rather, it's always my work. Work hasn't been good, never has it been. Frustration in me just doesn't listen to me. It comes as and when it likes without me noticing and WORSE! it continues to multiply. Take a deep breath, continue to breathe, but it explodes in the end.
Well, it happened again this afternoon. I know clearly in this situation that it's partly due to prejudice. Argh! Something I can't let go. Forgive and forget. However, my actions and behaviour today really contradicts with my my belief, my principles. I regretted but still I don't wish to apologize. HAHA! Pray for me.
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 5:38 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
a date with nursing partner
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 8:59 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEI AKA LOO YEE
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 8:12 AM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
HA HA HA!
HONG GIL DONG!!!!!
I'm in love with the song!
To be honest, I like the female lead actress more than the male lead actors. HAHA. but it's REALLY REALLLLYY nice show but NO ONE believes me. GRRR.
I wanna get a pair of working shoes - black, what else? I wanna get a blouse from Espirit. =) I wanna keep fit, to stay healthy. Seriously I wanna learn keyboard at Believers' Music = Save $$
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 2:04 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Everything comes complete in 3
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Friday, February 13, 2009
My Life is so happening everyday that at times I find myself couldn't breath, not even a single second for me to take a deep breathe. Staying in 8-1o hours of fear, afraid that I'll do something wrong which costs something greater than anything else, that is one's life. In the midst of all these, I have to cope with the supervisor's nagging and scolding which is enough to take away 3/4 of my energy. Not easy, but I've been perservering and telling myself I can make it. I won't fall into that category - being made cry by sister. Perhaps today was an exception. Somehow I really am having mental breakdown. I tried all means to control it. Breath in, breath out. Pause for 5 seconds and thought I could continue but feelings are just uncontrollable. I've actually broke down in tears. While passing report, my face flushed, and tears just keep rolling down as if the built in water tap is not functioning. Give me a break. I really need a good break.
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 6:47 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Night shift has ended. Kinda enjoyed working night because can jian fei at the same time, and most importantly, there's no law. HAHA. Surprisingly, I wasn't as tired as I was when I did my first night during my student days. I tot I would be dozing off while standing but nope, my worries were useless. Well, except for my last night. SLEEPY =)
I started my own training today, with ah bao. HAHA. To make myself feel better, I can only say, it's not bad Yushan. HAHA. Hey, I have not been exercising for 2 mths or so alright. So I guess it's better than I expected. Moreover, it's my first day of menses. Jia you yushan. Finally felt so much enthusiasm into an activity. BUT nothing beats my enthusiasm to wanting to go to work. HAHAHA. cos my ward came a very shuai Dr recently. HAHA. who says I can't be hua chi? I'm single alright. haha. okie. off to poo poo. God Bless you guys. Smile always. Like the saying goes, an apple a day keeps the doctors away. A smile always, keeps the devils and sorrows away. Hang on peeps. =)
Benji ends Coffee Talk at 6:46 AM
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