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Let's Talk over Coffee.... |
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009 A pre-menstruation postLooking back, working life has made me lost my self identity. Sitting down here and asking God, who am I? Am I Yushan? Who I really am? Someone who yearns for security but gets none and NO ONE knows about it. Someone who yearns to be understood but it seems that I'm asking for too much. It kinda gets on my nerves when these thoughts keep surfacing in that almost exploded brain of mine.It gets tiring to live by rules and principles. Keep reminding myself that there must be a reason, you shouldn't do this, you shouldn't think that way for umpteem times. YES! True enough, I'm just tired. Too tired to even say I care. I am truly affected because it's not the first time. Burying myself with the piles of work, I had enough. Do I even have someone whom I can talk to? Gosh. That's the worst thing when I found the answer, no, not a single one. Humans. It's no longer the beauty nature I see but the ugliest side. Ungrateful, irresponsible, demanding, sarcastic. What more can I describe you. Wearing different masks, you deal with different people. Give me some space to breathe. |
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